Thinking

I hunted my prey by night,
And the good ones waited
Ready. I laughed back then
It was a game to see which
Of us was really the best.

The ones we caught when
They let their guard down,
I made fun of as losers. I
Would see some of them
One more time, usually.

Later, I would learn that
The joke was on me. I would
Get home, and learn the game
Had a price. I paid in full, and now
I watch as more get ready to go.

You are my brother and my brothers,
I love everyone of you and
Wish that I could replace you.
Some of you know what I mean
And will guard the rest.

I wish that I had the courage,
To read this before you all.
I don't want heroes or medals
from you all. I just want you
To come home to us safe.